Because I Love You

Oh how I wish we could've lasted forever. Gavin I still think about you and how we were happy. It felt genuine and I really loved you. I still do. You like her but I love you. This feels wrong, too wrong. My friends don't like you but I love you. I still hangout with you but as a friend. I try to get you out of my mind but I can't, I love you. You accept me and you never judged, you were honest you're funny but you'll probably reject me. I want to tell you but I'm scared, I love you. I miss holding hands and hugging. It's my fault because I was new to it. I pulled away from hugs to quickly and acted awkward. I need to fix it, we need to try again we need to start slow. I want you back, I want your back so bad. Because I Love You.