beautifully scarred

checking on you has become routine I'm addicted, your voice my morphine Can't help from checking your messages before I sleep. See I'll always be yours even though you're not mine to keep . Undoubtedly you have ruined me for other men. Sacred words shared to you like a prayer now its time to say amen. I love, or loved you can't figure out the tense. Let's see whose heart will break first to build up the suspense Close my eyes and pray I catch you whispering Pay close attention and you'll catch me listening what are you doing my love Don't you know we were a match made from above I made you cry when I walked away All the pain made it difficult for you to stay The impact of our fail at love we disregard But now I have your love scars guess I'm, beautifully scarred