beautiful things

my brother and I have a favorite song called "beautiful things" it is our favorite song not because of its beautiful melody or lyrics it is our favorite song because it captures the very essence of our emotions after we have lost two of our loved ones. loved ones - that reference always bothered me. because they are more than that: our pillars, our souls, our hearts and even more. they are us, we have lost parts of ourselves. I will always write and speak about them in present tense. they deserve to be called our world instead of inserting an unsoulful pronoun. it captures our heartache and plea to God. it captures the lump that is on our throats everytime we think of Our World. You know I've always said I will be the unhappiest on this universe when I lose one of My Worlds. I am a walking zombie. I hurt and pray for my little brother, my baby, everyday, he is still too young for this pain. -YOLO