be healthy

I know I don't want to die but sometimes I do things that are not healthy I know it is hard to take care of yourself and I get jealous of others sometimes I feel bad when other people talk to me about work out or taking better care of yourself some I know I can do and I am not perfect but I am scared because I don't want to look different like I like how I look and I don't like to change even through I know it is a good thing but I know I should try because I know I can do it I just don't want to.