Barrier

I went outside today. by myself no people no phone Just birds, bees, trees, and me I went barefoot I never do that but when I was in the grass I couldn't feel it it felt like a barrier Just like my mind and my friends or my illness and my sport or my phone and my thoughts or my insecurity and my confidence I took off the socks went in the grass then I felt it all of it the grass the flowers the dirt the ants the spiders but I didn't move not because I had to stay but because even though there were spiders there were also flowers