ball of yarn

I dont feel so well.. my life is like a ball of yarn and I feel as though it's unraveling at a Scary rate.. at this point all I am is a few peices of string barely holding on what I would do to take a pair of scissors to the string and snip away at it with anger.. I don't want to die I just dont want to feel this way feel like a ball of yarn people kick around for the fun of it I just want to live and be loved I don't want to feel like I'm just surviving I wanna live for once... I wanna feel wanted I wanna Be happy but for now I'm just a ball of yarn trying so hard to stay together.... -Ari