Balance

My mind goes up and down Keeps looking more like a balance that's uneven Do I know why? Do I know how? That's the question Everyday is a different day where I hope it gets warm But that empty and cold feeling lingers in its body like the cold in metal All I seek is the understanding of this state Am I made to wonder in this unbalanced state of emotions Or will I be able to even them and piece it together like a puzzle Life can be a tornado of emotional weather Never knowing what comes and goes But I hope the time will crumble down and ease the mind As such emotions can wither away even the most precious being Wish could roll back time to where there was balance Balance of love, friendship, worries, and emotions Where stability of mind exists and I can lay the mind to sleep at ease.