Bad side

Yes I in mite it I do have a bad side but I can’t control it. I never know how my bad side hurts other people. Or how it hurts me in the inside. But that shows that I am smart. But my good side is better than my bad side. I can only stop one part at a time. Some people can’t stand my bad side and can take it to seriously I don’t know what do I know I can change. But I don’t want to change myself.