Back in Time

I wish I could go back in time to be that little sunshine again I wish I was just a child again, not caring about the world, rarely sad Everything was so much simple My mother took care of me, not me of her My grandparents never fought And my dad still showed up I still had that one friend I could love Every was so much easier, but was it? My mom never really acted like a mom My grandparents never really loved eachother And my dad was never really there My friend was never really good to me. But I don't remember it like that? I guess memories are weird.. Still, even If it wasn't true it felt like it And I'd trade the world if I could still live in that delusion I wish I could go back in time When I was a little girl I wanted to be older I hated bed time at ten I hated that I had to sleep in the afternoon I swore that when I was grown I will do whatever I want and no one will stop me Now I am grown and I'd swap with younger me in a heart beat if I could I want to sleep instead of dwelling in the places of possibilities all night I want to sleep in the afternoon like I have no job I just want to be careless and happy again If only, I could travel back...