away with your sorrow

don't look at me while you slowly weep away full of sorrow sorrys. you left you broke you stayed only for your benefits. your hands shake as I watch you wither away in someone else's arms. so don't expect me to feel sorry when you are fading away. I loved I hated I cried I weep no more shall I give you what you seek. for whom it may concern. not me not you or our son but for those whom you've lied to. I'm still infatuated with you. we've not only brought life into this world but the memories I seized to get rid of... not for me not for you but for our little one. we once loved loved so much that we wanted to spend eternity with one another. but then you lied. and yet I sit here in my bed staring at the ceiling loving you..