Awake

Sitting outside alone again thoughts of tomorrow rolling up the weed to try to smoke out the sorrow will it always be like this will I always be awake in the middle of the night? waiting for me to finally break for the time I actually lose my mind for me to be committed for me to be in that white straight jacket because I become completely wicked did you touch me sir? oh, don't do that. Run! the memories would come alive revenge sounds fun. they would have to tackle me or I would take all their lives everyone deserves to die my mind is in the archives no one is safe, not even me if my mind is ever to break and these are my thoughts as I sit here at midnight, awake.