Autistic in Heaven?

Autistic in Heaven?  God, we need to do some talking. There's something that I'm wondering. But…you see…I uh..I'm..uh.. have. I'm hav..having tra..tra..trouble tuh-tuh-talking. I sorta stuh stuh start stuh stuh stuttering in so..so.. social sit•u•a•tions. It's this "Fear of God" thing that scares me. Heard it all my life, and still don't know what that means. This fear thing sounds like a mean thing, but maybe I think that's because of the literal brain you gave me.  Wait, I can talk now. Did you heal me? Did you do some kinda like Miracle-ing? Wait… Silly me. LOL, was I thinking…I forgot. You're God. You can do all things.  Yes, I am very anxious, thanks for asking. Forgive me, I'm not good in social situations. But, of course you already knew that. After all, you created all things.. At least that's what the Bible thumpers tell me. Hmm… What the heck does that mean? Thumping means hitting things. Hitting books makes no sense to me. By the way, how's your momma?  Oh, no. I'm info-dumping. Yes, I'll try to hold back, but I can't promise you that.  I won't even try not to tell 'ya 'bout my Stim and Spin things. What's that? I'll even Mask if you want that to happen. "Get to the question, already!" I ec