Aug. 10 and Oct. 11

October 11 at 4:47 I took a seraded jigsaw blade to my wrist. October 11 at 4:50 I started hacking away in no particular order. October 11 at 4:57 I finished, 11 cuts not deep enough to bleed or scar (not alot at least) , but just enough to hurt. Let me catch you up. August 10th at 10:45 (and on numerous other occasions) asked if you truly liked me August 17th at 4:35 I let my guard down, really really truly belive this time was different August 27 (and on numerous other occasions) you told me that I liked you but your not ready for a relationship. 7 times on record I asked if you wanted to be with me. 3 times you said you loved me. twice you said to me you weren't ready for a relationship. One week after the fall (around September 2nd) you found the new man One week later you where holding hands in the halls 5 days later he was walking you to class. 3 days ago I blocked both of you. Today I saw someone say it was official Today I took a seraded jigsaw blade to my wrist. Today is October 11.