attached

love really does hurt, but I make myself worse. I love that person, so I ruin myself for that person. why am I so attached? is it just because that person shown some kindness, affection and love? why am I doing this? I don't want you to leave. never. you were the only person who understood me right. yet I make huge fights. I hurt you, a lot. and yet you still chose to stay with me. why are you still here? don't I hurt you a lot? do you care? it's always these deep thoughts whenever your not with me. it always hurt me. I over think everything, small little things too. do you still love me? am I worthy? am I perfect for you? am I a great person? I disagree to every positive about myself. I feel so confused when I feel proud. proud to make you happy. all I want is your sweet smile staying along, while I ruin myself for you. I'm so sorry if I hurt you a lot. my darling, I'll try to change.