Ata?

are you alright they ask? no I'm not but I'll Always be fine. do you know how to tell a lie, or are you just a okay type of guy I appreciate the check up always but I wish it came upon me I wish I could feel happy but instead I feel lost in my mind. do I have to be loved to love it feels like i do. I can't live without the feeling of you I'm sunken in the lake can you hear my cries? or see the pain in my eyes or the cry in my voice but for real I'm good.