at Night

Kanye West and Jesus drove by me in a convertible. First concert I went to was Destruction, at a hole in the wall bar in Virginia. Dirty tattoos and grimy nails, but I have drugs in my system and shoulders light as the world. Drunk- Dreams; Forever- Today; Screams in my head from last night's childhood dream no longer free, never was. I roll my anxiety, burn it, and inhale, I'm sorry for my words and disease. And them shitty days I spat at your feet. Day and night, problems persist. Madness to magnet, I swallow those night terror screams. I'm sorry Your body and taste, my natural high. Full tension adoration. From your toes to your eyes. Your soft skin, the taste of your sweet feminine nectar. There will never be no other eyes beside, locked on your femininity, family forever, Lover ... Wife ... Best friend ... ... forever ...