Asking for

I tried to sound profound in words I wrote But really I'm here trying to convince me that there is a choice That life is okay and pain just proof of life Even then I struggle with holding myself together I struggle with accepting me And even now I'm holding this little girl close Hoping I could protect better than my mother did So she would now the world is safe even thou father is dead... So I hope everytime I write I realise And when I realise I grow That's all I could ask for...