as you where here

as love as you can be, I felt something was lost, day and night, I wish you where here, as I stare at the ceiling, my heart hurts for you, the thought of you leaving me, stuck in my mind, even when I look at myself, I would see a young child, crying they're self to sleep, you where like my life, love and alive, but me being the different, I let you do it, I regreted, day by day, you've forgotten who I was, my heart little by little hurted, I should've known who I was loving, day by day, thought of it started, knowing that you would leave my side, I should've known you better, it's my fault, I wanted to kiss you, but you would decline, we where young, when you even said that, I've known what was going on, I had to dealt with the thought of you, leaving me, you where my love, my only love, I'm sorry you had to meet me, I'm a failure, don't leave me, you where there for me, as you where here, I'm sorry, forgive me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've wanted you to be my love, it hurts me, it hurts me, it hurts me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's starting to feel empty, empty, like a white room, it's getting cold, it's getting blurry, I can't see, love me,