As the seasons change...

As the seasons change you think of ways to get out of this place. You envy every happy face for you are not in the same happy place. Looking in the mirror and spot the pain in your eyes. Watching silently as your emotions just die. Losing interest in everything as you just watch the time pass silently, with each tick tick on the clock you go deeper in thought. Zoning out you softly begin drifting to sleep. Not hearing anything..not even a peep. As you dream about everything that happened a tear silently falls from your eyes as the clouds begin to darken in the sky... You poor guy.