As I Lie Awake

As I lie awake I think of past mistakes The ones I regret Can never forget Yet I imagine a fake This did me no good Mistakes understood The lessons I've learned Redemption to yearn Preparing to do as I should I should be me the one who I see giving life a new approach I grow to be free with heart full of glee I am my new life's coach As I lie awake I think of past mistakes The ones I accept I've paid the debt And now I have new ones to make