As I feel.....

Day in & day out i feel these emotion's in my mind like a dark cloud........ when i'm happy i'm sad & when i'm sad it like a greaf........ I feel as if i've lost my heart and mind daily......... it's like that lonely song which your heart, is stuck on repeat.......... Everytime i take 5- step's foward i recede/ fall back by 10......... Someday's i just feel so emotionally exhausted, more day's than none i feel as if my mind & heart cannot go on......... I seriously feel like the tittle of My Heart Can't Go On........ everyday it's a mental energy, It take's so much out......... i just want to stand on a mountain secluded- & Just shout......... Is there no quiet space in my head left, is there anymore peace inside of this not so young anymore soul?..............