"As"

"Describe yourself with a word just one?" If someone asks me I'll smile and let my mask come undone As i answer honestly It would be the word "as" I'll say Cause i can't see my own value as my own I compare myself at the end of day As i wonder with my thoughts alone My greatness is something I'm not sure I need proof I'm doing well Otherwise I'll break without a cure It's like a complicated spell "Have i done enough today?" I ask myself at the end of the day The answer is quite unknown Am i still a seed or a flower fully grown