are you truly my friend

You said you were my best friend I guess you did'nt really knew the meaning of it by then. You said you would never betray me Now i am finally free I wished I knew what you meant by those last few words before you went away leaving me with all this doubts and pain I never meant to make you feel used just know you left me bruised too Now i dont know who to trust You really left me in the dust I am lying awake thinking If I am really shrinking But I am gonna be okay cause i am lying next to my sister today she loves me more than anyone and in her eyes i am always forgiven Through my darkest days she held me up straight i love her too I just need to let her know it soon