are you struggling

Laying here wide awake. When i should be fast asleep Dreaming about fishing on a lake . Or climbing high with strong legs sexy thighs. Waiting to hear if my phone pings. You know from someone how means everything. You cant touch or even hold. Sometimes feeel like ahes gonna fold. Beautiful wonan that men must say. Up cloae personal luckily may say. You are beautiful wanna go for a ride. Listening to ocean tides to relax and sleep. Why can i fuck it beeep. Hearing lived ones struggle to breathe wishing you could give them ease. Whys my problems so deep. I want a refund on life. But i lost my receipt