Apologies I have to go

Apologies. Apologies is all I can offer. Apologies is all I owe. An SS that will soon leave. I'm no SS but I fall sick everyday The weeks are Urgent and so I am. I have to leave but soon be back. A tribute I write of myself. An apology I render to mum. I know life sucks but I suck harder mum. The tears you feel when reading this is what I tried to avoid all my life. That's why I didn't tell you because your tears shatters me. When reading this I would have been gone by then Probably a ghost or Something you can't feel. The pain and anguish you feel Ooh my apologies 😔 I never wished you ever feel this way I Your only offspring Cut off your wipe and made to RIP. I a Rare Gem that was taken off your Arms. Don't cry to my grave side. It breaks my soul. But I promise you mum. I would be back. Maybe as an offspring or A Scale I hurt you the most I know But apologies I render to you. My own seff is hurt that I have to go. But Man is no God. Apologies Apologies Apologies I have to leave this way. In my own Ode I sing your praise You would give anything for my survival. But my survival I know not. I would be back like I was never gone. I would be there like a tiny rope. Apologies I have to go