Apologies

I am sorry I am really apologetic I know apologies can't fix anything Can't undo what has been done But it's the least i can do I am hurting I am disappointed in myself I am dying everytime i remember I hurted u. I am selfish Because i want u to talk to me I want u to fight with me Tell me i was wrong I made a terrible mistake I can't bear ur silence It's terrifying Soul shattering I can't bear it. I fear I'll lose u I really don't want to So just please forgive me Or talk to me I will try not to make the same mistake again There's nothing more important to me than u So can u end my suffering Can u be the big person And forgive my doing?