"Apart of a healing"Generation

I'm apart of a generation that is healing a Generation that somehow find ways to make death seem so Pleasurable to me I'm apart of a generation where we constantly Fight with ourselves to live another day... a generation where emotions are buried in the core of the Earth a generation which consist of REALLY HAPPY PEOPLE People who find ways to end their existence mentally I smile every day making sure none of my burning emotions from the core of the Earth spill over Spill over... Something I avoid by selectively kicking parts of myself out. I'm apart of a generation that wish they never existed yet never take steps to end their mere existence I'm apart of a healing generation but I struggle to heal. They chose life over death and I , death over life My generation heals while I blankly stare at their healing The generation I'm apart of is really healthy But I, I ,I'm not apart of the healthy generation... I'm apart of the generation that struggles to express their emotions and heal from the negative emotions forced on us after all I've buried any form of emotions...