Apart

Dear Love, I feel like our love Is falling apart. It's not same as before, Your eyes barely holds the spark That used to shine for me. Your mouth it rarely says I love you Rather, it yells the words That would hurt me. After every fight You will avoid my eyes And act like it never happened. It's funny that I trusted your hand And pulled trigger On myself. But, it never gets better We just get far. I never thought choosing you Meant choosing despair, To be in mess, To love myself less each day So, that I can be what you need. Here, I am the girl That once believed in you. Writing this poem As I have no words left to say to you. I don't and never deserve this I know we both think We have done a lot For this relationship to work But, it's not enough to keep me.