anxious thoughts

My mind is rushing There is nothing to keep me calm Seeking love and forgiveness Thoughts are spiraling Dont wanna alarm them Dont wanna make a mess Dont wanna be here Legs are shaking The light is too bright No new messages It smells like smoke Do they really need me? Do they see the real me? Do they love me? Fidgeting quietly My comfort songs dont help It's dark outside Breathing heavily Please Let Me Go