Anxiety wins again

Click, click, click, Spotlight alert! Pound, pound, throb, throb! There goes my heart beat There goes my anxiety Quick ! be invisible before they see Take a breath, find your hiding place Oh is that my phone ringing ? Let me go check Yes!!! I've found an escape route! Now stay hidden , do not be found Not in the traces of history Not in the still pictures They will ask themselves Where was she, Did she attend And they will say, I do not Remember As simple as ABC anxiety wins again And Just like that, my existence is a distance memory