Another figment of my imaginat

I stare at you as you stare back, wondering if the look you give me reflects my own. Wondering if you still care the way you did before. Is this real or am I yet again fooling me. Fooling me the way I did in the last five years. Fooling me the way I did each passing day as I wasted precious tears. I stare at you as you stare back, wondering if my heartbeat sync's with yours. Wondering if my feelings mirror yours. Is this real or am I reading too deep. Reading too deep the way I did in the last five years. The way I did each passing day as I wasted precious tears. I stare at you as you stare back wondering if I could form a connection,a connection that let's me understand you. Understand you the way no one else but you can. Understand the thoughts that go on in that brilliant mind of yours. Understand why you act the way you do. Is this real or are you yet another figment of my imagination. Another figment that keeps me up at night. Another figment destined to destroy my light. Give me a reason, a reason to fight. A reason to believe you are not Just another figment of my imagination.