Another day passed in my mind

Another day passed remincing my fault, wondering when it all went wrong Another day passed wishing for this period to wane, wishing to better understand or better still to be understood Another day passed counting sticks and hoping and hoping to be the one with the longer end on the list Another day passed in my mind, observing social behavior with boredom and letting silly disdainful remarks pass cause I'm too tired to care Another day passed waiting for my turn to come for this life seems too boring to leave through it