angry swings

Swing I'm swinging Swinging where I once was happy Once created memories with my best friend Where I now swing Now swinging and remembering Remembering when everything was good Can it be good again? These kids that swing don't know that 8 years down they will be me That they will be swinging Swinging Swinging the pain away Or swinging with the pain These darn swings I aspire the sound of music While I soar higher into the skies Yet I never knew why I'd be here right now when I was young These darn swings I am alone Would that be considered lonely? Still listening to music Music, My only friend in the moment Swinging Soaring with my pain Darn swings It's raining The clouds cover the sun from my eyes as I look up Directly where the sun is but the dark cloud shadows cover the light As I got higher The thoughts get deeper Can people see me? See the pressing anger and fear Or loneliness No They see normality Normal kid things Normal me "Normal" As I swing on these Darn swings I try to look up the whole time It feels like I'm falling from the sky I've always wanted to know what falling from the kind and yet so fearful sky was like It feels nice The rain The wind in my face My hair the