anger and madness

I feel anger, rage, fury. I feel rejection toward you and everything around you. You cause this feeling to rebound and I reject myself because of you. I feel, feel, feel, and I stop feeling. So much, together, becomes nothing. Or maybe it only seems that way. Deep down, they pile up, growing in size to attack me at any moment. To come out into the light. To make me explode and unleash my insanity. I begin to tremble, not because of your words, but because of how I unconsciously absorb them. My body, seemingly in good condition, begins to rot from the inside because of my emotions, driven mad by your presence.