And Yet... (Part 1)

I believe to live, we Have to breathe and give.  Sometimes fly with birds,  And sometimes...just forgive. My heart is swelling,  bleeding with tears. My eye is drowning,  vomiting memories. Help me I'm crying,  My soul is dying.  Trembling with fear,  Cheeks swelling...  sorrow spreading,  His words echoing.  And yet...  I can already live. I took my pills,  Seeks healing, Is that what I need?  My mind is peeling.  I can't breathe,  My hand is shaking.  Scrolling your greeds,  Stop it I'm regretting.  A cat can't be with a bear...  is it scaring ?  Spelling someone's apologies,  Aren't you remembering,  Our shared despair?  And yet...  I can already breathe.