And So I'll Wait

I'll finish my shampoo and conditioner at the same time, and then buy some more. I'll meditate, get a hobby, medicate. I'll find myself and love her again. I'll uncover all my mirrors and sing my heart out in the shower. I'll sign up for classes and go out with my friends. I'll learn what freedom feels like, out from under an abusive hand. I'll drink and get new tattoos. I'll enjoy myself because he made sure I never had the chance.