An isolated soul

We all walk in the dark 'cause we are hunted by the past. I walked only when my mamma said good luck. Not knowing that life could hit me so hard. I opened the door to let people in just wanted them to understand how lonely and sad i feel. All i got is a shadow. No one came to greet atleast they could have said hello. Now my door is closed i made sure it had hard walls to protect me and others to block. Now i smile but slowly hurt inside. When i see black one sees white sad it's the colour i try to hide . My first giggle was loud and proud but today darkness is all around is this something that was bound to be mine or one day I'll see my own light. For now i just want to be alone or maybe with my shadow and soul It's not easy and will never be easy to let go of something you never managed to hold.