Amazing Person

It's quite the experience to be surrounded by so many amazing people, And to be looked up to as one is just as comparable. Someone Approaches me with the same nerves I would have felt years ago Meeting them, and I encourage them to calm themselves, even as I am Fully aware how difficult it is to suppress those feelings of admiration. Still, I refrain from the act myself, from talking to my own amazing People. Even though logic permits that I'm among my peers, I still feel a Persistent inadequacy. An invisible wall in my path that I'm encouraged To cross, but burns so hotly upon approaching. It seems impossible. I envy those, who have the courage to talk to their amazing people. Who Feel as intensely as I do that they shouldn't, but throw themselves in Anyway. Those people create chances, connections, futures. It Terrifies me, delights me, intrigues me. And I think to myself, I should talk to those amazing people, I should give myself those chances, Connections, and futures. I shouldn't need to rely on brilliance that Often alienates to get me by. I shouldn't be reduced to yet another Amazing person with no other story outside themselves.