Am l not worthy

is it so diificult to love me dear, is it so difficult? I just wished to spend my last days with you dear,am I realy asking too much? you are always right dear, l am not worthy of love but are you worthy of my love dear? don't be worried darling my days are already counted just spend your life as you wish do you know what is the biggest mistake that I made in my life? it's falling in love with the wrong one dear....