Am l heartless

There l was acting all superior but eish every time I talk to my self l feel horrible, AM I HEARTLESS l used to think that it's normal being heartless but no it's not, HELP me l shout but still, AM I HEARTLESS After that heartless behaviour I tend to show the whole world l ask my self, AM I HEARTLESS There l am thinking that if l show the world my soft side they will take me as a whimp, AM I HEARTLESS ,For now l can't answer