Am I worth

am i worth not letting go? am i worth dropping off? do i need more time to grow? or am i on my last cough ? new day and old days is just the same. tomarrow never seems to change. hard to find the sunshine in the rain. the target seems just out of range. what to do or what to say? just lay back and take a breath? what comes at the end of the day? live till im touch by death? ever looked for the wrong dream? how bout leave your starting home? life is just a really big scheme. what kind of future will we roam