Am I the only one?

That damn mirror, that coulds around me the voices and the staring who's worse than anything. I hope I'm not the only one that is unable to surpassing it or not talking straight without stuttering or at least making decent sentecences. I try,I know,I know how to speak it's just really hard not giving the creeps. I wanna stop feeling that nausea in my limbs and I just wanna make my damn mounth bigger, more smiling more happy more everything. I wanna stop seeing that figures around the buildings and stop hearing the voices getting bigger.