Am I really?

I am the selfish friend. the one that cares only about themselves, the one that doesn't care about others. i am the selfish daughter. the one that get mad so easily, the one that lock herself in the room cause she don't wanna be around people cause she hates them. im the selfish student. the one that never study for an exame, the one that never do her homework. im the slefish girlfriend cause i only care about how I feel. im the selfish one. but am I really? am I really a selfish friend, selfish daughter, selfish student, selfish girlfriend? when im the one who is awake in the middle of the night if you need something. im the one you can talk to if you're hurtin'. i was crying in my bed couldn't stop the tears while but i still texted you "Everything will be okay". am I really that selfish when i lock myself in the room cause i don't wanna be around people that hurt my feelings? am I really that selfish if I feel to tired to study but I still do but can never prove it cause i never get a good grade... am I really that selfish if I would die for you?