Am I missing?

Am I missing? It's impenetrable really I can't focus so all I can hear is my heart pleeding My eye's loose all sight when I'm supposed to be seeing Start listening Start hearing Start seeing Start working Maybe then you'll be succeeding Am I missing? I grew up wondering why people were always infront of me I started to stop wishing to be winning Winning always came with questions And it was the questions I didn't like Why aren't you listening Why aren't you hearing Why aren't you seeing Why aren't you working This is why you aren't succeeding Am I missing? Every task I finish isn't complete I've given up trying to compete 'I've just told you what you have to do Weren't you listening?' I promise you I was trying I don't know why the sounds weren't sinking Just listen Just hear Just see Just work Then you'll be succeeding Am I missing? I can't keep doing the same thing Especially when nothing is sinking Can't you see I'm trying My mind keep wondering It's ever so frustrating It's hard to be me It's hard to not see It's hard to not hear It's hard to not listen Especially when you're trying I always feel my mind is missing Maybe I am missing Am I missing?