Am I fine

Are you fine? She ask me I say i am But in all honesty I don't even know   I'm not fine enough To be fine But I'm not sad enough To o be called sad So tell me am i fine? The is a imbalance In my mind Some thing that can not be defined   Like the universe The is no conclusion Only theories Its endless space Full of mystery Just like my heart With a begin But endless emotions Full of mystery with no conclusion All you can make up is theories To how I'm feeling Putting on a smile is easy But the fake smile Won't last for awhile Fuck the smile I will be real with myself In the end I will be alone I wish i could make you understand To be the one To put a smile on my face But it’s difficult to explain   The question lays the same Am i fine?         Liverpool Petrus