am i being selfish?

If i could draw, id show you my dreams Theyre amazing Itd be nice to show everyone what i see All the falling leaves in my autumn like thoughts I know i shouldnt be, but im distraught that you dont talk to me Is it selfish to want to talk to the person that told me im handsome and interesting? Im scared i annoy you, with every word i write and feel you ignore cause youre tired of me already Hopefully you dont see me as crazy for that I just worry a lot Back to my dreams, theyve all beem about you lately, personally i think it scary cause you probably regret talking to me