am I Alone?

"People were right, broken people cant fix eachother" she tells me what. she repeats "broken people cant fix eachother" "I cant handle you." I have sat and I've tried and I've cared. I've kissed away your tears. I've talked through your trauma. but now, now its it's to much now I'm to much and I dont know what to say. so I cry I cry harder then I ever have. beacuse I let this girl into my heart and now shes ripping it out. I cry for 2 hours rolling in my pain both physical and emotional while you sit on the phone telling me it's to much. that you couldnt handle what I had just told you. then you took it back. after 2 hours you took it back. you changed you mind. then I went numb. I feel blurry I feel like nothing I feel sad, relieved, scared and hungry, I was tired I wanted you but I new you didnt want me.