Am I a toy??

_You_ yes you, you say I'm yours but never that show that I'm your property You say you like me but you never showed it you tell me your busy and I give the necessary space but you act like I commited a crime time after time I wondered "WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??" Am I overthinking?? You cuss me out then you sweet talk like. kthing happened.... Maybe I'm deluded by your sweet words Your bitter sweet words Am I a toy?? Something for you to take, play around, make it dirty?? Am I a game, where you use your controller to control my actions?? Give me a sign to go away, give me a sign to run... What's si hard abt that??