always there

falling in love is such a surreal feeling your genuinely falling your confused then one day it hits you like I spear through your chest you love them. you feel so genuinely about them you would do anything anything. you feel dazed you feel at ease. everything makes sense for a little while but it also doesn't you yearn for their affection you desire them and only them that's all you want it's not an obsession but it can feel like one you feel so immensely for just a singular you can't just stop it. it's always there at least in the back of your mind you have a normal life but they are ALWAYS there.