Always me?

Iam bored by cyclin my life  Why?this is the question to me face  Mainly reasoned case is that  I became Monopoly subject is fact Days went by with the dark Most nights sleeps were lack How eyes became drospyed Then how hearts ripped for beat good Answers were hided in my heart filled But any asked this for what? I can't answer which I choosed This is my vow is only I knowed Mustly I want to wait Has this lines a cleared history I promisly saying that...... This only which I know still now! And also l know one thing In God's earth there haven't anybody For see my tears..... Sorry about my GOD!